I'm now slowly losing my faith,
I'm lonely, broken and even afraid,
my skin is now cold and pale,
as I've now lost the trail,
holding a grudge, deep inside my soul,
my hopes have now started to fall,
and a voice inside me tries to call,
the lost hopes, which are no more,
my eyes are now filled with tears,
my heart has now stopped with fear,
screams from the past, I now hear,
my soul has now started to tear,
suddenly I feel the warmth of the sun,
my eyes shine and my fears burn,
as I hear myself say,
"have faith in God, He is the one" .
No one knows but I exist,
a pain always I've to resist,
sadness engulfs me in its fist,
no one knows but I exist,
In the mirror , I try to find,
a broken heart, an image of mine,
neither it reflects, nor it shines,
dark it is, like my mind,
In the broken pieces of my heart,
I try to find the hope, a new start,
but my soul , my happiness is torn apart,
to fake a smile, i try too hard,
To gather the broken pieces of my life,
I wander in the darkness, every single night,
the sadness stabs my heart, like a knife,
fighting my hurtful past, i am trying to survive.
Last night, the forlorn angel took me into its mighty wings of
agony and flew me to the paradise of sufferings.
I smelled the flowers of blood and the moon of fire enlightened my lonely soul.I drank from the fountain of misery , ate from the tree of pain, kissed the eternal darkness and sang the melodious songs of sadness.I swam through the river of flames and alone slept on the bed of thorns........
